Helpless

How do you help someone who doesn't want to be helped?

How do you help someone who is in denial about everything?

How can I help the one person whose always there for me?

I need help to help them.

But I could never share this with anyone.

I want answers and I need help.

- Kiara xo

Just about done

So I'm almost completely finished my exams, with just my accounting one to go. I've studied non-stop for hours for the past two days and it's so exhausting, but hopefully it'll payoff.

As soon as exams are finished I'm going shopping to get some pretty things. Last Christmas my brother gave me a Peter Alexander gift voucher, which I still haven't used, so on Thursday I'm going to get a nightie. I found this really pretty one in store which I'm gonna get:

Life's looking up, and I'm so keen for holidays at the moment.

- Kiara xo

Love drunk

So today has definitely been the highlight of this week so far. After having so many things go wrong and having received such terrible news, things are looking up.

It's my 11 months today with my boyfriend Stephen. He's pretty much the best guy I've ever met, he's so gorgeous and lovely in every way, and he makes my heart smile! I had a statistics exam this morning for 3 hours which was a bit of a downer, but then I went and visited him before he had to go to work in the Rocks.

I also got to visit my best friend Ellen because she works at Steve Madden in the city. I got to go home with her after she finished her shift (and might I add the new Westfield in the city is amazing! Can't wait to go shopping there.)

I found this artist today Jhonny Hobo. Here's my favourite piece of work that I've seen so far:

Go check him out: http://jhonnyhobo.tumblr.com/

- Kiara xo

Smashed into pieces

I just found out last night that my friend has cancer. I'm so shocked. He's such an amazing guy and to find out he has pancreatic cancer is just heart breaking. Sometimes life just isn't fair.

I thought this week couldn't get any worse, apparently it can.

Words can't describe just how shattered I am right now.

- Kiara xo

All the small things

This week has been terrible so far! Everything that could go wrong is has gone wrong, and I really need something to cheer me up.

I know everything will be better after next Wednesday, and I feel selfish complaining but at the moment I need to. But as they say, you can't have a rainbow without a little rain.

Say hello to my personal piece of gravity;

thanks for holding me down in this starless city.

- Kiara xo

About a girl

"When you're taught to love everyone, to love your enemies, then what value does that place on love?" - Marilyn Manson

I've had blogspot for well over a year now, but only today did I feel as though I should make my first post. I've used many blogging sites, and have seem to have settled for using tumblr (my blog can be found here) but seeing as I visit many blogs on blogspot regularly I thought it'd be a waste not to post anything.

My favourite blog on here is The Cowboy Geisha, her style is incredible so make sure you follow her!

Put simply my name is Kiara, said Key-rah, and I love everything about life. I always feel uncomfortable writing my thoughts and feelings, so I guess I'll leave you with a few pictures of what I love, what inspires me and what's made me, me.

Marilyn Manson self portrait.

Tom DeLonge

Flowers; the beauty of nature

- Kiara xo